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Tuesday, 01 December 2009
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hugs and kisses are faintly fading away.
"bye bye birdie.", she said.
slow and softly, she went.
im going to ask a specific you one question. and i hope that you know its you. this you im talking to is a 'he', so no need to worry if it aint you.
"how much will you trust me being in a room alone with morten/janus?" (morten/janus is just an example. so nicchia pls dont go off thinking wildwild stuff. nothings ever gonna happen, i betcha. least between them and i).
i tell you the truth, i dont even know how much i will trust myself. loveyou. byebyebirdie.
Sunday, 29 November 2009
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i try not to question.
am so afraid that bcos i will be away for such long periods at a time, i will lose you. i know i will, i know my feelings right. ):
other than that, is all good. (: thanksgiving dinner was funn. as always. cheryl and the friends cooked. mint lamb, creme mushroom soup, molten choco cake atop w a scoop of icecream and macroons. (: honey baked chicken. yumm... cheryl cooks awesome and im so jealous of it! love the fam.
"my knight in shining armor, turned out to be a loser in aluminium foil."
Friday, 27 November 2009
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Jeux D'enfants
Game or Not:
10. hold onto me like you've never done before.
09. go to town in your boxers.
08. getting lost with me on random bus rides.
07. bring me out on a holiday without planning.
06. eat pork
05. sing me a non-deathmetal song at your deathmetal concert/gig.
04. sleep in with me watching movies and doing absolutely nothing on your working day.
03. sneak me into an Rrated movie.
02. dance with me in the middle of the bugis fountain.
01. look me in the eye and tell me je'taime.and not lie.
Thursday, 26 November 2009
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drink, drank, drunk.
HAPPY:
`.confirmed out venue with the cannery!!! WOOHOO. finally can satisfy mr b the way he wants it and likes it to be done.
`.can finally book my driving test slot!!! WOOHOO.
`.falling so deeply in love with my new LG Cookie in GOLD. woots.
`.some classmates got called back for re-test on accounts / arts interpretation. im not with them. YAYY.
HAPPIEST:
`.phone call with teresaFu was the best! *will be meeting her w johnnychu tomorrow. and the thought alone, makes me smile.*
UNHAPPY:
`.failed miserably in trying to make 'space' between blip and i.
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
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my happiness ran low.
im tired and im out.
as hard as i try to be, i know it will never be. hoping to escape my fate (the one that had once caught hold of me and has now become my "past"), never seems to cease its chase. so i guess this is a sign. my sign telling me not to wait, not to hold on, and definitely not to hope.
so im gonna wrap my emotions up in a plastic bag, as i always do. along side with my hopes and believes, i will throw them all into a trash can; the trash can at the back of my heart.
maybe, just maybe, im a non-believer after all.
[i like to tell myself i am, and pretend to be. but sometimes, deep down, a silent whisper tells you that you will never be. today was bitter-sweet.]
clarisnitch
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- Name: claris
- Birthday: 4/23/1990
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 8/12/2008
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