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Monday, 09 November 2009
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my thoughts are so messed up. like a ball of messh.
right now,
half of my mind is thinking: huh? isnt this a little too crazy? rebel@8pm, clubbing? and what happened to the concept of sitting down, chillexing, and being able to fully appreciate the music?
other quarter of my mind is thinking: i dont want to do shawhongs. nooooo. i really dont wanna do shawhongs. );
last quarter of my mind is thinking: stop procrastinating, you still have jeff's exams to study. and send out the email to ferrena, after cheryl pdfs and double checks the sponsorship proposals whatnot.
midst of it all.. for each quarter, one percent goes to thinking about nicoleng, dd, and my dress.
and oh, I WANT TO EAT DENDENG NOWWW.
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i want back my smiles when im with you. its like, we're back in love and the smile just shines through my eyes. i love you baby. it makes me sad to think that the only time we actually got to take pictures were when we were at the airport, and you had to leave.. bestfriends make you worst days better.



Sunday, 08 November 2009
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the videos are up on my fb wall (: pretty cool stuff. and im stalking kokoba on twitter. so cheaah, lets keep this down shall we?
anyhoos. the running about week has come to an end. THANK G. but now that has ended, it signify a new begining to a new week. and im predicting, just predicting, that i will be crazily busy trying do up a crash-course for all my work and submissions this next two weeks. even so, im glad i got to say byebye to mr thailand x kokoba. but above all else, im glad i got meet yuan and hang with him to study. we also told each other some stuff that we have been keeping from the world. stuff that hurt us, but stuff that would keep us strong. stuff that bothered us, but stuff we know we'll have to live with. just stuff that teaches us, as human beings, to be forever perservering.
thanks baby. love you many. see you some time soon okay.
Saturday, 07 November 2009
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a letter to my fav mimoboy.
te rence says:
you are my only friend who did not wish me happy birthday on my birthday.
hey skinny! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LURH. GONG HEI LEI. WO AI NI. NI AI WO. MANY MANY AI WO. (: im so sorry i have been very busy cos of my exams this next two weeks, im like fighting war right now. so dont mind me, when im out in the battlefield i cannot remb your bithday, even tho im pretty sure it was on the 6th of nov. hehe. hope you had fun with all your friends (and of cos, missing me while i wasnt there) and may bigG bless you in the many years ahead.
p.s my dear sayangg, i PROMISE i will go johor with you soon soon k? let me end my exams first. then first thing i'll do is call you go JB with me. i want to ahh. xoxo.
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oh yeah, the pain in my knee is back. and now, it does this weird 'pop' thing which makes cel freakout whenever she sees it. mom wants to bring me to an sin-seh soon, but im utterly dreading it.. its like. geezers man, only god can deliver me from all that pain i'll be getting. then again, it really does hurt like crazy. so yeahh.. i just wanna get it fixed asap.
Wednesday, 04 November 2009
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its a beautiful out there.
im glad i got to learn the concept of Sonship. nothing beats more than being fully aware of who you are designed by your parents. no one to prove to, no one to show what you can do, no one to compare with, no one but you. (: just like how it seems so easy to grasp the concept where a man who was cruxified on the cross died for our sins, and miraclously rose from the dead, the concept of simply knowing your identity as a son/daughter of bigG is just as hard to fully understand and live in.
i do believe.
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anyway, during dance pract, i totally ripped open my pants, exposing thighs and undies. it was kinda ridculous cos i didnt have spare change, and the show was in an hour's time, and the ripp being so ridculously big, stretching all the way from my mid thighs and up my crotch. how gross is that. hmm.
nonetheless, im glad things got soughted out. and i got to dance for bigG and bigG alone. it wasnt as scary as i thought it to be. love u bigG.
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of all people to like, you fall for a saint. S:
Sunday, 01 November 2009
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youre a different man from the one i know.
finally gotten down to setting aside some time for my bestest bestee in the whole wide world! i missed you!!
that boy's finally gotten the most boyish haircut ive ever seen him in. kinda cool, his mohwak. and now, after much repeatition and bugging, he's going to leave a goatee. it'd be so awesome cos he's going to look really different, so much so that i probably wouldnt be able to recognize much of him. haha, how can a bestee say that. it just tells the world that we dont meet as often anymore. hmm..



